Consider this sort of a part two to my last entry.

I have taken steps to ensure that I will be my own bestest friend ever. I have purchased this:

[link]

Yes, I scanned the box. That is an example of what Lupin the Third does to me. I'm surprised I even took the time to scan that, and get online when I have only watched one of five of the DVDs. Well, to be honest, I got online to browse Amazon for more Lupin goodies. ...I have decided to start a collection. Movies, Music, Action Figures, a pin set and anything else I can't resist. I'm even considering buying the one PS2 game that was released outside of Japan.

...Who the hell am I kidding, I'm definitely gonna buy it.

Does anyone want to know how they can become my best friend? I'm talkin' take a bullet, kill for you. Build a shrine to you and worship you as my god best friends. It's really very simple...

































































buy me this: [link]


































...No really, buy it for me.


















...Please?















...Don't make me beg.













That's what I would say if I was willing to reduce myself to dirt for a bunch of DVDs...spectacular, magnificent, enticing DVDs. They sing such a lovely siren song. It's simply beautiful. They are calling my name and I'm broke. I'm gonna go sulk now.

Oh, I've been back for a couple of weeks, move went fine, etc. Back to sulking.

Apologies to anyone who has been looking for me on MSN or any forums, but the past ten days have not agreed with me.

Let's start off with me not having a job. I have been jobless for a while now, and surving on money earned through menial labor such as cutting grass, washing cars, anything that requires light lifting, and other such duties is not an easy feat. Sharing the rent, utilities, and grocery bills with my parents helps, but not by much. On the subject of parents, moving back in with them was an easy choice, but my good intentions of helping to keep an eye on my step mother so she doesn't slip into another bout of diabetic shock have come back to bite me square on the ass. A full size bed, night stand, decent sized television, computer desk with computer, and a stand housing my game systems and other devices being crammed into a small room does not leave much space for me. My desk chair accomodates me while on the computer, and watching TV/playing games since my mattress has begun to cave in from being sat on so much. I can sit in the living room, but the metal working plant across the street messes with my asthma, not to mention that I get the feeling that my stepmother is trying to will me back into my room. I just hate it when it feels like someone in the room wants you to leave but won't outright say it. Funny, I offer to share a place with them, and they get the living room, bathroom and dining room, we share the kitchen, the basment's used for storage, and I'm shoved into a small room with all of my shit.

Now they want to move to Illinois because my stepmother wants to be closer to her screw up grand daughter who went and got knocked up, and personally, I don't like her and do not want to see her every other damned day. I also think she got in way over her head, and may try to con us into taking care of her kid, leave it on our doorstep, or someone else's, or maybe she'll be smart for once and put it up for adoption when the fact that for the next eighteen years, she'll have virtually no life hits her. Oh, did I mention that one of the houses we've looked at has a higher rent and the bedrooms are roughly the same size? The only thing it has over our current residence is hardwood flooring and a bigger, nicer kitchen. I even searched the web for affordable houses in St. Louis, but becoming even poorer is apparently only a miniscule price to pay for being closer to the screw up grand daughter whom I hate and could care less if anything happened to her.

The only saving grace about this summer was my step sister(screw up's mom, which is hard to believe) and her boyfriend working to get stepmom's old pool running again(They live in her old house). I am a swimmer. I'm not pro material, but I enjoy it and if I ever owned an indoor pool, I'd attempt to live in it. However, moving out of state means less swim time, and that'll just lead to me being pissed now that I've already been swimming a few times. Public pools are out the question for obvious reasons, plus I'm slowly starting to hate the human race again.

I forsee myself ghosting the web, uploading videos to Youtube(I actually enjoy doing that), and if I'm not trying to will myself into a Beverly Hills mansion, or a nice place in one of New York's good neighborhoods, or just don't feel like doing anything, I may show up on MSN or a forum or two.

when I'm having fun recording vids for Youtube and playing with my new webcam? It's simple, a playthrough of Chrono Trigger: Crimson Echoes is being posted on Youtube and I'm trying to determine if anybody at the US Branch of SE is actually human. If they are, then they sold their souls. However, since I'm not really the religious type, I'm leaning towards them being heartless unfeeling machines.

I would go on, but I doubt anyone wants to see a long ass sentence comprised of nothing but profanities. Although, I may blow off some steam with a vocal recording of nothing but profanities. I'll let you all know if I do.

Fresh from my new personal website, a rant! Not just any rant, this rant is special. I actually felt like kicking the crap out of someone while typing it. A link to this new site can be found below, ya know, incase you want to bookmark it for future viewing.

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Well, obviously SE is back to not giving a flying fuck about the Chrono series fans which is a shame because after ten years of giving us nothing but a DS port with a few new areas, some script changes, and a Poke'Mon/Digimon/Monster Rancher type battle arena, they issued a cease and desist against ROM hacks being used to make fangames. It started with the beautifuly redered 3D remake of Trigger and it has finally made it's way to the 2D projects, like Crimson Echoes. Obviously, we're only worthy of a retooled port after ten years of waiting for another epic. Ten long years of anticipation, and the whole "Chrono Break" thing was just fucking mean. Seriously, a new Chrono title is leaked and then never sees the light of day after so many people got their hopes up?! Now you want to stifle the non-profit fan projects that would increase...interest...

...Oh, I get it. If Chrono Break is any indication nothing Chrono related is headed our way for quite a while, perhaps never again. God forbid SE stops churning out Final Fantasy after Final Fantasy long enough to show the Chrono fans they still give a shit. "Hey, this androgynous boy has to save the world and maybe fall in love while doing so!" "Oh shit, that's brilliant! Let's roll with it, and make twelve more games like it, only with a different story and a few similarities between them. While we're doing that, let's plan multiple spin-offs based around the same basic concept, maybe with a different battle system or style of play depending on how people react."

SE: Making dick moves ever since Chrono Trigger Ressurection was axed due to paranoid delusions that it was going to be used for profit and not just to appease the fans they've been spitting on since the Chrono Break(Brake) trademark was registered in 2001 and left floating around for eight years. Yeah, like you jerks are gonna get around to actually using the damned thing instead of teasing the fans and squashing their efforts to appease other fans with a non-profit fangame. What next, gonna go after the fan artists, fanfic writers, flash animators who parody and tribute your work, and the music remixers? Well, you do have the money for pointless lawsuits what with milking the damned Final Fantasy cash cow. A sign of things to come, gaming is now a casual thing and instead of giving two shits about what the fans who have been here for more than ten goddamned years want, it's now about what the fucking Wii Fit playing, everyday person who treated gamers like shit in junior high and high school want. Apparently, they want more repetitive Final Fantasy stories. My parents are actual gamers compared those casual wannabes!